As always I keep wanting to write on here but things come up. I now have a car and on somewhat normal laptop. Old but works fine for this type of things.
I’ve been working on eating healthier this last month. This morning I was hungry, upset and mixed up a bit and decided that mcd’s was the way to go. Funny thing is as soon as a smelled it I did not want it but my old habit of not wasting food kicked in and i ate 90% of it. Now I feel ill and my headache is back. I know for a fact that most fast food and overly processed foods do this to me. I just need to keep reminding my self that this happens. As I type this the anger i felt at my self is going away. I am being much kinder to myself. I would not yell at 5 year old me why yell at 30 something me.
I need to clean my house and set quick simple snacks up for myself. Easy water, I love cold water, to grab when I feel hungry.
Also need to set up some project goals. I find a daily schedule does not work but time frames do.
Example: Spend 30 min a day reading does not work as well as saying finish said book by February.
The last massive thing going on in my life is, do we stay or do we move.
On one hand moving back to Tuscon would be amazing. Nicer weather, more places to sell, friends, things to do. However with all those good reasons in mind there are also bad one. More expensive to live, more money to sell there. Yes the bottom line is a money issue. So thinking that way I need to take money out of the picture. What about happiness?!?! YES! This is the new focus on moving.